
It's not everyday you walk around and find signs that capture your mood, especially not in neon. I mean, you happen to be in a mood and these objects were made so that when you come upon them they seem to coincide with everything you're feeling. Then again, if you happen upon them and they don't capture your mood, then you could ponder their meaning and wonder if that's art in action. Personally, if you want to get the full effect, get into a crappy mood and THEN seek out the neon. We'll have that in common and you will feel like you're part of a larger community.

If you're having a hard time getting into a bad mood, try thinking about a relationship you had many years ago, perhaps exactly ten years ago and dwell on that for a minute. Think of all the good times that you had and imagine them etched into your mind forever because you took ecstasy together and it made what was probably just okay into something incredibly special. Then, imagine that person just smashing your heart into bits. Are you feeling crappy yet??? If so, then maybe you are ready to look at this neon.

Then imagine that for some odd reason this person contacts you and all the minute details of all those years seem to melt away leaving behind
all the good memories, like a city celebrating a new year together and you feel bound to them and bound to your relationship by long bouts of kissing and hugging in the middle of the dance floor and you walk away knowing this couldn't last forever, but hoping it would and you find solace in the sound of soft water flowing in a fountain. You ignore all the bad things because there is always hope.

And here, all anew, after all these years, a new opportunity to re-live it in new ways because you have grown and matured and all the wisdom you've gained since then will lend itself to a better go around this time. And all the things that didn't work last time, you discount them thinking that maybe you were too harsh, but now you are more tolerant. And you think maybe this is what's been missing in your life. And what a story it would make because everyone loves a happy ending, right?

Then the door is slammed in your face and the bubble bursted, this utterly desperate feeling of rejection returned and you wonder where all this emotion is all coming from? This is all old news and you already dealt with it and moved on, yet it's registering in the way you talk to people, the way you view the world, and God forbid it doesn't get cloudy or starts to rain. You lose your appetite or maybe you start to eat more or you need to take a long, long walk. Maybe you'll sneak into your clinically depressed friend's apartment and make off with a few anti-depressant pills.

Well, great. Now you're ready to find this neon and pretend it's one big coincidence. You can become the art and marvel at the simplicity or how impractical they are for a window of a diner or how utterly useless they are for any commercial endeavor. You do become the art or you are the art coinciding with the art. You knew there was reason why you had to walk by, perhaps not to stare at your reflection, wondering if there are tears falling down your face, but maybe learn to smile that others have felt your pain and maybe it's about time you felt better for yourself and no one else.

Oh, you discover that it's a way to
fill up space and you think at least you do more than fill up space. You have stuff to do. You will get over this. You're already onto the next thing. Your brain is already finding ways to make you feel better and to heal you. For a moment, those memories burned into your brain can be there because they will be surrounded by other goodness that you will generate in a natural, organic way. You've got some living to do and you're not going to run out of smiles today or ever.